All you people who have your true birth father who loves and cares about you, you are really lucky. I would give anything to have my father love me and want to see me. I haven't seen my father since I was 4 and I am 14 now. I thought I would get a second chance at having a father...but I was wrong. I went through 10 years of abuse by my sisters father. After my mom finally divorced that a*****e I finally got another chance at having a dad. I do not call him dad though...I call him by his name. He is like a father to me...but I know that he will never be my father. I don't really care about seeing my father again. It is his loss that he didn't want me and there is nothing I can do about it. I hate his wife anyways and she hates me. He has moved on and obviously doesn't care about his daughter whom he hasent seen in forever and a half. I don't care...and yet...I still have night where I cry...For hours and hours wishing that he would have been there. I used to sit by the phone and wait for him to call me and come take me away from the abuse. The only interaction me and my "Father", if he even deserves to be called that, have is the lousy child support check we get in the mail every month. Well anyways...NEVER say you hate your father if he is there and loves you and cares about you...cause at least you have him. Imagine what it would be like to have never had known him...thats how it is for me. And I am really sorry for all the trouble you went through to read this...but thank you. I had to get it off of my chest. Please comment or pm me if you would like.
...Later, Lost and Alone
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