My mask, u ask? Before i knew it, it was just there. I ... scare people.*which is funny because im small* I show fake emotion, I cant tell one emotion from another, I just cant find the real me. I cant tell you what I like. Im bad at making desions that way. My life revolves around my older twin sisters. they mean everything to me. I want them to be proud of me as I am of them but im a screw up and I think thats wat did it. Gave me my mask. Its slowly slipping. I used to be the perfect student. I got good grades, I didnt talk much, but what did it cost? My friends, my feelings and my dreams. I never rember my dreams anymore. When I wake up I know they were awesomly *I made up a word!* weird but I can never put them into words. Even if I cant remember them I would gladly sleep my life away to keep them. I wasent who I thought I was. So who do you think you are. Are you the type that dresses as a punk just for the look? If you are I would so like to punch you right now. If its you then just dress that way! I never knew but I liked anime and manga. It explained why I watched so much cartoons ^_^. It may seam that im deep, but I think im shallow. I hate arrogance and rudeness. I dislike people on contact. Also I tend to be a loner. Somtimes I think my feelings of loneliness and uselesness are so deep that they make the others seam so shallow its like there not there. Or that the other feelings are so shallow that the loneliness and uselesness seam deep. This all comes out of my head. For some reason I have a wisdom beyond my 15 years *now 16* but I act so childish you would never know. I understand things easily but it takes forever for me to hear it xp . I know im weird and odd. I dont need anyone to tell me that, so please be nice. This is my first entry Ive ever written.
This goes with my old signature, my first one.
'Perfection is a myth, no one is perfect.The ones who seem to be masks their real self.If its removed u might not like wat u see and it might kill the bearer of the mask.Its there to protect you or to protect those around you. So wat lies beyond your mask?'
This is from the journal of my last account, its kinda idenfying myself.
Ive been told by a friend that she really relates to it.
Ive been told by a friend that she really relates to it.
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