Yep, I broke up with him.. We were sitting down at the park bench and I had Juno there to back me up or to atleast comfort me. When I told him, he just sat there for a while and when Juno told him to atleast say something, he punched him. ..and I'm not talking about the kind of punch guys do to fool around..Juno fell down and his eyes were full of tears, holding onto his stomach. I kind of knew then that he really wasn't the right person for me...I reached over to help Juno but Jay stopped me and slapped me too. It was like he was a whole new person, I'm beginning to think that he was pretending this whole time...He even kicked Juno when he was leaving. I mean I always thought he was the kind of gentle type, but I guess I was wrong, but how could anyone have known? We've been friends since we were little, and how were we supposed to know something like this would've come up. Maybe I shouldn't have gone out with him in the first place. Maybe it really was all my fault for making this happen. Now, Juno's hurt, both our families are hurt. ...and now I'm thinking Jay is hurt too. It really was my fault, wasn't it...
When Jay first asked me out, I really just panicked, because we were only friends and I wasn't sure about the whole going out thing with a good friend.. So I guess that was my first mistake. I should've just said no... What if I did say no though, would he have turned out like this back then too? Would he have gotten so upset with me to have beat up someone like he did to Juno? Right now I just don't know what to do..atleast not yet... I'm not sure if this year is going to be the greatest year I've been dreaming of.... Last year...last year, I used to think about how 2006 would be over and the new 2007, the year I could do things I never thought of doing, would soon come. And here it is, on the day I've been waiting for, ruined..all because of me. I mean, Juno's hurt because of me.. Just when our families were about to have fun, I called to tell them that Juno was hurt... I really did ruin the first day of this year, didn't I...
Actually, I'm just writing all of my thoughts in here to just let it out instead of telling people..I just don't want to go through it again talking about it..even if it is with the closest friends I have on here..
When Jay first asked me out, I really just panicked, because we were only friends and I wasn't sure about the whole going out thing with a good friend.. So I guess that was my first mistake. I should've just said no... What if I did say no though, would he have turned out like this back then too? Would he have gotten so upset with me to have beat up someone like he did to Juno? Right now I just don't know what to do..atleast not yet... I'm not sure if this year is going to be the greatest year I've been dreaming of.... Last year...last year, I used to think about how 2006 would be over and the new 2007, the year I could do things I never thought of doing, would soon come. And here it is, on the day I've been waiting for, ruined..all because of me. I mean, Juno's hurt because of me.. Just when our families were about to have fun, I called to tell them that Juno was hurt... I really did ruin the first day of this year, didn't I...
Actually, I'm just writing all of my thoughts in here to just let it out instead of telling people..I just don't want to go through it again talking about it..even if it is with the closest friends I have on here..
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