Wow.
In so many ways,
This past week,
Has been so unbearable.
Josey and I broke up,
From a six month relationship.
It was so impossible,
I didn't think I was going to make it.
Then I couldn't bear it,
Those feelings I had tried so hard,
To just bury away.
Those feelings that I had,
Secretly,
For my best friend.
So I did it.
And it came up so perfectly.
I asked him out.
To my complete and utter delight,
He said, "Yes."
At first,
It really didn't feel different.
We'd both cared so much about each other,
We may as well have been together all along
But now,
My need to be near him,
Has only escalated.
It just feels so much better,
To be able to show him exactly how I feel,
Without thinking,
"Oh my gosh. He’s going to disown me."
Because now,
I know he feels exactly how I feel.
No one was surprised,
That we were together.
They all knew it would happen.
It was like,
We were the last ones to see it coming.
We both completely adored each other,
But neither of us realized,
How perfect we would be together.
I love being with him,
Only him.
He makes my head spin.
He makes my heart beat faster,
And faster,
With one glance,
With those perfect eyes of his.
I love being in a relationship,
With no pressure to kiss,
Or,
To foolishly,
And too easily,
Say, "I love you,"
When,
After a while,
They lose their meaning.
I love that,
When our "friends",
Pressure us to do things,
That neither of us are ready to do,
He refuses to give in,
And,
Oh so sweetly,
Laughs them off.
Theron,
Thank you.
I don’t know what I would do,
If you,
Weren’t in my life.
I’m so glad that I can help,
Or,
At least,
Try to,
When you need someone,
To just sit there and listen.
Or,
Laugh when you’re happy.
Or,
Just hold you,
When everything,
And nothing,
Is alright.
Theron,
You are my best friend,
And my boyfriend.
I love you.
(In at least one aspect.)
In so many ways,
This past week,
Has been so unbearable.
Josey and I broke up,
From a six month relationship.
It was so impossible,
I didn't think I was going to make it.
Then I couldn't bear it,
Those feelings I had tried so hard,
To just bury away.
Those feelings that I had,
Secretly,
For my best friend.
So I did it.
And it came up so perfectly.
I asked him out.
To my complete and utter delight,
He said, "Yes."
At first,
It really didn't feel different.
We'd both cared so much about each other,
We may as well have been together all along
But now,
My need to be near him,
Has only escalated.
It just feels so much better,
To be able to show him exactly how I feel,
Without thinking,
"Oh my gosh. He’s going to disown me."
Because now,
I know he feels exactly how I feel.
No one was surprised,
That we were together.
They all knew it would happen.
It was like,
We were the last ones to see it coming.
We both completely adored each other,
But neither of us realized,
How perfect we would be together.
I love being with him,
Only him.
He makes my head spin.
He makes my heart beat faster,
And faster,
With one glance,
With those perfect eyes of his.
I love being in a relationship,
With no pressure to kiss,
Or,
To foolishly,
And too easily,
Say, "I love you,"
When,
After a while,
They lose their meaning.
I love that,
When our "friends",
Pressure us to do things,
That neither of us are ready to do,
He refuses to give in,
And,
Oh so sweetly,
Laughs them off.
Theron,
Thank you.
I don’t know what I would do,
If you,
Weren’t in my life.
I’m so glad that I can help,
Or,
At least,
Try to,
When you need someone,
To just sit there and listen.
Or,
Laugh when you’re happy.
Or,
Just hold you,
When everything,
And nothing,
Is alright.
Theron,
You are my best friend,
And my boyfriend.
I love you.
(In at least one aspect.)
...to live your life.
