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Ok...NOW i have somthing to talk of. well... cynthia is really sad for somthing that happened. She says it isnt my fault, but i really think it is. I talked to her over the phone, before her mom was ready, and even though i would never hurt her, her mom is soooo worried, but of corse she is, i mean how can one not worry about this? if i had a little girl, talking to some guy 3 years older than her, and he seems like an older guy cuz he likes lotr/oldies rock AND i figure out he is dating her??!!! i'd be really worried too, and now i am really just fearing for this, i dont want to loose her, and i dont want her to be so sad, she says her mom lost trust in her again, and all for calling me sad omg i wish that i had a second chance for a first impression. to most, first impressions matter the most, and i just dont want her parents being so worried, i'd never do anything to hurt her, and i know i wouldnt, but it's online, really u cant trust much over the internet, so i understand completely where they are coming from. anyways it just (pardon this) but it just sucks that this got messed up. i'm sorry cynthia i really am sorry, and i hope in the end everything will be ok. sad