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I never thought in my lifetime that I would embed myself so firmly into another being's existance. Not just that, but in one of the most negative ways possible. Kind of like a splinter; the person knows it's there, and the very moment the pain dulls , it wriggles just to let them know I'm there. And the sad part is, I didn't even know why or that I was being such an annoyance by doing what I thought was best. Still, I take into consideration my selfishness and it is easily feasible to conceive my behavior (with no intent to excuse myself). eek It's a scary thing to be oblivious to one's own doing. Even if they wanted to, they wouldn't find the time or effort to pull me out. At this point, it's impossible to extract myself, so I'll just sit still and maybe the wound will heal.

I was supposed to have been on the other side of the country at the beginning of January. What happened?