I cut myself again...I thought I was getting better...but I think my bipolar depression mutated into nocturnal depression...
so I get depressed when the sun goes down now...
I thought I was over this depression phase thing...I guess not...after being clean for months I went and cut up my arm again...It was only three but I know if I dont stop it now it will just keep getting worse...
I dont know whats wrong with me
I dont have a reason to be sad
yet I am alot...I cover it up by saying I'm tired when I'm really depressed and try to hide the scars...
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!
anyway...on a lighter note
Softmore Banquet is tomorrow...I'm going with Megan...
So...I'll probably post another journal tomorrow and maybe pictures later on
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