hey sorry i didn't update yesterday i was busy and kinda forgot. school was interesting 2day. i had a fight with 1 of mi friends. i'm angry at her but i don't care. besides she isn't a very good friend either and i know from experience. if she doesn't like you and u get in a fight with her don't expect others 2 take your side because they probably won't. i don't really consider her mi friend, because sometimes she can b super nice while other times she can b super harsh and mean. i mean like once i became her friend i sorta lost contact with mi other friends and i kind of miss them. it's like i dont have time 2 spend with them anymore because i have 2 spend time with her. mi friend who i got in a fight with goes on gaia and i don't really care if she reads mi journal because i never tell her how bad a friend she is in real life so this is the perfect time 4 her 2 know. i want 2 b her friend just not her best friend. because sometimes she can b very hard 2 handle, and she likes being in control. don't get me wrong i mean she's a great friend and all but sometimes i can't stand her. i never tell her how i feel because sometimes i don't want 2 hurt her feelings, or cause any trouble, but i feel very stressed when i'm her friend because well i really don't know what i feel but its just very confusing.she is a good friend and i still wanna b friends with her, but i just need some time away from her so i can have some time 2 think about mi own problems and feelings. well after that fight with her 2day i feel more relaxed and happy because i won't have 2 deal with her 4 awhile. well now that i wrote down all mi stress i feel much better. so that's it 4 now bye.
3nodding 
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