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After weeks now of pondering on my 'down time' which each person goes thru after rejection, I realized the reason it has been on my mind like crazy.
I fell in love with that person.............I didn't realize it till now since the last feeling I had towards another person was only a mutual feeling of fake love which stays forever and you will always want it. But, since that person and I are no longer 'one', I realized how much I love them and become all fluttered inside when they speak. But, sadly that person rejected me and now lives without acknowledging my existence. Because of this, I have been emotionally hurt and in a daze of deep thinking and being upset.