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First of all, everything basically, I say has more of a meaning and reason behind it then what you commly assume.
Due to alot of things that occured recently, I believe that for good reason, I should explain alot of my sayings and phrases, which people don't understand and make rumors about the falsehood of them.

First I will explain my dreams:

1. "To obtain as much power as I can in life:"
By this phrase, alot of people had came to the assumption that I plan to kill a good amount of people. But, this is just a rumor spread by one of those friend's friends who hate you and trie to ruine your life as well make others believe that it is true to the point that everyone does including your bestfriend. By this phrase, I am saying that when I am older, I want a career that matches my ability so I can make sure things are done right. Today, alot of corruption has been occuring and isn't being stopped.

2. "I want to find true love and keep it:"
This phrase is basically straight foward. I have had found true love in the past, but sadly, I wasn't able to keep it due to the rumors spread from the first phrase.

Things I say that people just don't get nor understand at all:

1. "chop off their man hood:"
So far, I am planning to go into politics when I am older. Because of wanting this as my career, I have been discouraged constantly due to the reality of that politics as a man's profession since there aren't alot of women, who went far, into it. By saying this phrase, everyone is equal in the politician world since there won't be any gender basis nor inequality
there.


Another thing people don't understand is my bi-polarity
I am a workaholic and when I am in that working state of mind I don't feel anything, no feeling, emotion, or pain. By being in this mode, I am dead serious and I am a pure type A personality person (perfectionist) People think that in this state of mind, I become only focused on work and I wouldn't care what gets in my way. But, at school of course, when I am in this state or mind, most of the time, I just want to obtain knowledge so the unknown becomes clearer to me so I can get a better understanding of this information collected. Some people might even consider me rude in this state if I want work done.
When I'm not in this state of mind, I fell all emotion, pain, and senses which are removed when I am focused on work but active when I am at a degree of ease.

MORE WILL BE WRITTEN LATER