Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

to go ahead and post the details regaurding my last post.....


ok here goes *takes a long deep breath*

Well first of all, I'm engaged to a great guy. I love him to death and everything but for some reason he doesn't support me going to college and becoming a vet. This is because there are no vet school's in our state... I would have to transfer somewhere out of state in order to finish my schooling. He dosen't want to leave because of his family, which I completely and totally understand. However, I told him at the beginning of the relationship what my goals were and what would have to be done in order to achieve them. At the time he had no problems with it... now that I'm 22 and ready to start school, he's fighting me on it. I've tried talking to him and reasoning with him several times and he refuses to budge. This is something I've wanted since I was alittle girl and am not going to compromise my dream for anyone... I would only grow to resent them. So I'm leaving... packing my things and going to fulfill my dreams without him.

I'm aware that that sounds like a bit of a down side and you may be confused as to why I'm excited about this. Well to honest, it does sadden me that my boyfriend of 3 years and I will be spliting up... but when one door closes, another opens. This is a chance for me to prove to myself and the rest of the world that I can do this. I have the support of my wonderful family and many great friends *huggles them all* I have also found someone who is willing to stand beside me through it all and offer their love and support to me as I venture on into this new chapter of my life. I have never felt this much love for anyone... EVER! This person has made me so happy and has inspired me to strike out on my own and just.... DO IT! I can't stand around waiting for approval from other's, life's too short for that... hense why I've decided to hold my head up high and look at this as wonderful learning experience. I would not trade the last 3 years for anything and would have done it all over again in a heart beat. But as time goes on we all grow, and not everyone grows at the same pace. This is something I feel I should do... with.... or with out him.

^_^; heh heh yeah... there's the details. Feel free to comment on anything you like, am always open to opinion. I just don't always take them to heart XD