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Bitter Beauty's Velvet Tears
A collection of my ups, downs, and if I ever find them maybe some poetry...and probably song lyrics.
Why I Hate Drugs Pt. 2
Jay says:
nvm teresa talked her out of it

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
....

Jay says:
wat?

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
Nothing...

Jay says:
no tell me

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
You're just gonna get pissed.

Jay says:
tell me

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
Fine.
Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
I don't see why it would be so bad to quit all that. You know how I feel about it. And, I don't know...Ever think it might be good for you?

Jay says:
ok but i dont smoke all the time
Jay says:
the majority of the time im sober

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
But you still do ********, I don't know. Do what you want.

Jay says:
ok and tell me whats so bad about doing it?

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
I don't know! I have never liked it. Hello, you met my dad recently Joey?!

Jay says:
ans what does your dad do

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
What ther ******** do you think he does?!
Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
Nothing, but sit on his a** and smoke weed all day. Lives with his mom, doesn't have a ******** job. Doesn't give a ******** about me or my sister!

Jay says:
and you know thats all he does?

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
What?
Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
And...what about your daughter?! You know, the one you are about to have. I don't want to see her end up like that. Thnking her dad doesn't care. Do you?

Jay says:
how do you know hes not on some other s**t? alot of people just think that other people just smoke weed when the truth is alot of people do more then just weed other people just dont find out about it

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
Whatever.fine

Jay says:
ok see im not like that when i smoke im not dead to the world i love to go hang out with friends hang out with family whatever it dont matter to me i love doin stuff like that im not like your dad i dont just sit at home and smoke weed i never sit at home and smoke weed
Jay says:
well i got to get off the computer ill talk to you later

Sarah... Listen to me save yourself.There is no more room in hell.I will help you understand.Come with me now take my hand. says:
...



This ends, with me, more pissed at myself than anything. Because I am sitting here, crying like a little ******** kid...because...I meant everytihng I said. My dad is the msot sensitive subject in the world for me. And, I don't want Joey to be like him. Ever. And I don't want his daughter to feel the same way about him, as I feel about my dad. It would seriously break me heart.






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left--this is my good bye
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commentCommented on: Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 12:53pm
awwwww.... T.T its alright -hugs-


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