And I Will Shut Down ..
I've been kinda down the last few days.
I mean.
No one can really tell.
I laugh to much and smile a lot now.
But I still feel kinda down on the inside.
And I can't figure out why.
Oh wait.
I know why.
My dad's slipped up again.
And I'm finding more clues as to where our money is going.
Right now.
Our gas has been cut off.
No heat. No hot water.
And just awhile ago, I caught a glimpse of his fiance's arm.
Track marks.
Their's no food now.
Shayne (Her son) has eaten it all.
So no food for me today, because I missed school.
(A lady who works in the Caf pulled some strings and got me two months of the breakfast program for free, possibly more.)
Seeing as I missed Break. No food for Asphy.
It's almost Thursday.
I hate Thursday, Friday, Saturday.
I like my job, but I hate the hours.
7pm-2am.
Hate it.
No time for Mickey.
/Is itchin' to spend her money on something. ninja
I know, I know, you said it wouldn't be a good idea.
I missed three of my four classes today.
Was late for the last one.
Bombed the test.
Day sucked.
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I mean.
No one can really tell.
I laugh to much and smile a lot now.
But I still feel kinda down on the inside.
And I can't figure out why.
Oh wait.
I know why.
My dad's slipped up again.
And I'm finding more clues as to where our money is going.
Right now.
Our gas has been cut off.
No heat. No hot water.
And just awhile ago, I caught a glimpse of his fiance's arm.
Track marks.
Their's no food now.
Shayne (Her son) has eaten it all.
So no food for me today, because I missed school.
(A lady who works in the Caf pulled some strings and got me two months of the breakfast program for free, possibly more.)
Seeing as I missed Break. No food for Asphy.
It's almost Thursday.
I hate Thursday, Friday, Saturday.
I like my job, but I hate the hours.
7pm-2am.
Hate it.
No time for Mickey.
/Is itchin' to spend her money on something. ninja
I know, I know, you said it wouldn't be a good idea.
I missed three of my four classes today.
Was late for the last one.
Bombed the test.
Day sucked.
End.
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Burying The Voices Of My Conscience ..
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