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And I can't believe I'm crying again. AGAIN. WHATTHAFAK. GAWD. ;__________;
I really need to do something about it. I can't just sit and wait for the days to keep passing us by, not even knowing if and when we'll see each other...I mean it's hard enough that Cam n' I are on different sides of the world...the chances of seeing each other anytime soon grows smaller yet. &///3
Would it help if I told my mom about it? Depending on her answer, I may be able to see you. Otherwise, she may not let me even talk to you, so...It's a 50/50% chance and s**t. GOD.
I need to do somethinggg. I hate waiting. Waiting and waiting, and nothing changes. Everything just stays the same, even if we desperately hope for a change. That maybe...with every day that passes, there's a better chance of seeing one another. Wow, isn't that gay? Hmmm. I keep going back to that subject - of distance and crap - but what can I doooo~?
I mean, just thinking ahead. I can see myself next year, sitting at my computer desk, whining about just this. And possibly, the years procceding after that. Whining and sobbing and going on about how I feel and...Am I making any sense?
Geez, I can tell the years will go by ever so sluggishly and no improvement in this situation.
There's a road trip that may happen next year, but...that's not completely secure.
I just NEED to know when this will all happen...so I have something to look forward to instead of just waiting and waiting for maybe nothing. Hopefully something. But there's still that chance of nothing...Please be something ):
...Nobody should need to deal with what we have to go through. Heh, yeah, it could be worse but, this is where we're at and it's more or less Hell. Hell like nothing else. }':
I swear, I'd give anything to see you right now, Cam...ANYTHING. Absolutely anything...Just name it, and I'd be there in a heart beat...You know I would without a single thought )))': Pleaseletthefatesbekind.
But aparently, wishing is over-rated. ;_____;...WTF.
IloveyousomuchCam ]]''': <///3
Omigod. I feel REALLY bad right now. SHITTT
askldjflsdjflcsmsdjfffffffffffffffffdlaksjdlraudslmkiiiiiieasssssssssdlkkkkkkkkkkk.
I can't hold it in anymore ;___________________;
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And I can't believe I'm crying again. AGAIN. WHATTHAFAK. GAWD. ;__________;
I really need to do something about it. I can't just sit and wait for the days to keep passing us by, not even knowing if and when we'll see each other...I mean it's hard enough that Cam n' I are on different sides of the world...the chances of seeing each other anytime soon grows smaller yet. &///3
Would it help if I told my mom about it? Depending on her answer, I may be able to see you. Otherwise, she may not let me even talk to you, so...It's a 50/50% chance and s**t. GOD.
I need to do somethinggg. I hate waiting. Waiting and waiting, and nothing changes. Everything just stays the same, even if we desperately hope for a change. That maybe...with every day that passes, there's a better chance of seeing one another. Wow, isn't that gay? Hmmm. I keep going back to that subject - of distance and crap - but what can I doooo~?
I mean, just thinking ahead. I can see myself next year, sitting at my computer desk, whining about just this. And possibly, the years procceding after that. Whining and sobbing and going on about how I feel and...Am I making any sense?
Geez, I can tell the years will go by ever so sluggishly and no improvement in this situation.
There's a road trip that may happen next year, but...that's not completely secure.
I just NEED to know when this will all happen...so I have something to look forward to instead of just waiting and waiting for maybe nothing. Hopefully something. But there's still that chance of nothing...Please be something ):
...Nobody should need to deal with what we have to go through. Heh, yeah, it could be worse but, this is where we're at and it's more or less Hell. Hell like nothing else. }':
I swear, I'd give anything to see you right now, Cam...ANYTHING. Absolutely anything...Just name it, and I'd be there in a heart beat...You know I would without a single thought )))': Pleaseletthefatesbekind.
But aparently, wishing is over-rated. ;_____;...WTF.
IloveyousomuchCam ]]''': <///3
Omigod. I feel REALLY bad right now. SHITTT
askldjflsdjflcsmsdjfffffffffffffffffdlaksjdlraudslmkiiiiiieasssssssssdlkkkkkkkkkkk.
I can't hold it in anymore ;___________________;
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Omigods.
That was me last night.
I'm better nowwww, but today was unbelievable strange. I felt funny confused
Sorry to worry anyoneee...
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