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It's true ^^ I did realize why I didn't like anything he was doing though. Just the fact that he's not this other guy that I really wanna be with made everything the guy that I was dating seem wrong, stupid, annoying, pointless etc. I don't care how many times my friends tell me to get over it, I'm not going to be able to just because...I dunno, there was always some strange connection between us and I can't lose that. I don't think I'll ever be able to. Thinking back on it now, what I feel for each of them is totally different. I mean, the way I think about them, how much I think about them. I think more about the guy I wanna be with than I did the guy I was dating even when we were together. Wow, does this make me sound like a bad person? Am I a bad person...?? Either way, to put it quite simply, I'm going to stop using the term love-in the more romantic way-so loosely. I'll say it more so like I love the person like family until I can think it totally through without any outside forces to sway my judgment. After that I'll say that I love the person either romantically or like family ^^ Okay, I have to get back to working on that paper-oh you might not know about it. Long story shot, I have to re-type a four-page essay on influenza vaccines because my computer crashed and the file was lost. (Please ignore any spelling and or grammatical errors in here, like I've said before, I'm too lazy to go back and fix them.) OH BY THE WAY! Happy almost St. Patrick's Day!! Like my outfit? =D I was gonna change my hair too but I'm not sure I'll be able to make enough money in time since I don't play games much anymore. Okay, I'm leaving for real this time.

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