Is it really only a few days before my birthday? No, not just my birthday. My sixteenth birthday. It's so hard to believe - I don't feel almost sixteen, I really don't.
Hm. This'll be my first birthday away from my parents... Away from Twilight Town. I wonder what it'll be like. I won't wake up to Daddy singing 'Happy Birthday' at the top of his lungs this year... I guess I won't go down to the beach to watch the waves at the end of the day with him, either. That's one of the things I really miss... Getting to spend time with Daddy. I hope he's not too mad at me for leaving.
I guess I could take the Gummi Train back out for a visit, but I don't know if I'd be able to bring myself to come back...
Hayner and Pence... I guess I won't be seeing them for my birthday, either. They've all but vanished... I miss them. I'm starting to wonder if the people I met here... Who said they were Hayner and Pence... I'm starting to wonder if they were really real. I mean, the real Hayner and Pence wouldn't just leave me to fend for myself, would they? They'd at least check to see how I was doing now and then... They'd at least come to wish me a happy birthday or something.
Well... They're probably just busy... I hope that's it.
...Even though I'm almost sixteen... I still feel like I'm... I don't know... six or seven.
Love, Olette.
a responsible girl · Thu Mar 29, 2007 @ 06:57am · 3 Comments |