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kaity waited anxiously for kevin to email her. her life felt almost meaningless. kaity stayed up at night, waiting till 10:00 (it would have been 4:00 in NZ) holding the chinese necklace that she got in chicago. she always wore it. when she slept, when she showered (please dont hold this against me). it was so important to her because kevin was chinese-american and he was the first one who told here what it meant. it was one of the only things she had that made her feel close to kevin. it dawned on her one day, she wasnt sure how she felt about kevin. she loved him, but like a brother, not a boyfriend. the love she already had for kevin could grow if the 'relationship' they had was going to last.....and become more romantic. kaity was very confused. she held the chinese pendant in her hand. the once smooth symbol now had nicks in it that made it vaugely sharp. kaity never really cried, but now she did. she wasnt sure why kevin wasnt emailing her.... could it be because he hated her? was he mad? did he not want to speak to her? questions raced through kaity's exausted mind. she didnt remember falling asleep, but when she woke the next morning, the pendant was still clutched in her hand.