Well today there was someone who was nice to me. This person I can tell wasn't just trying to be mean or anything to me, not like the others. But I've known him for along time now and well I suppose he is my friend now, I'm happy finally. But, he has hurt me before and I fear he will do so again. I am also kind of ashamed to say this but, he is the only person that I actuality want to destroy. He angers me, but at the same time he makes me happy. Also he makes my anger go toward the ones i once considered unhateable...the only ones i didn't want to leave this god-for-saken village for. But now i believe that my priority's have changed. I am going to leave this village in ruins now, but leave them all alive with none of their worldly possessions and see how they feel about losing them and then I will pick them off one-by-one until he is left. But that is just the demon in me that is talking and trying to take over and recreate what happen so long ago....no I don't want to do that again. But when he does take control...i feel so damn alive. To be able to use all my power again, to find someone worthy enough to do so. But I think I will just call him out and then just go all out on him, i hope he can handle it. If i lose? Then I will go out and try to gain more power so I can. Untill I can put him out of this existence i cant go on living my own. I can not see doing anything else but that now. I can not love, hate, live, or even die until he does.
[Well this story is getting cool, I am enjoying writing it until next time enjoy mrgreen
