I don't feel like facing anyone right now. I don't know what's wrong with me - I mean, I skipped school yesterday. I. Skipped. School. Me! I just... I didn't want to have to deal with all those people. And I didn't go to the mansion, or to work (oh god, I hope I wasn't supposed to work yesterday), or to see anyone. I just... I hid, basically. I don't even know what I did during the day. It's all... a blur. The first thing I can clearly remember, though... It's embarrassing. I was just walking around, it was like eleven thirty or something... And I saw a shop that reminded me of home. And I just started crying. There weren't that many people around since it was late, but a woman came over and asked me what was wrong and I pushed her away and started running.
I wound up at Blair and Bri's house and I ended up spending the night there. Blair took me home just now and she wants to know why I skipped school and why I was crying when I came to her house. I don't even know why! How could I tell her?! But she got mad at me and left, and then Bri asked if she could come in. I didn't answer her. I think she left, but I don't want to go check because if she is there then I'll have to talk to her and she'll want to know what happened, too. And I don't know why I did what I did or why I ended up at their house. I don't know.
How come I'm not able to handle this? Why is it breaking me?
I want to get stronger, but I don't know how.
Friends fix everything.
a responsible girl · Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 09:13pm · 0 Comments |