I can't take this...
Was it all worth it to a quiet little girl? Who thought she was mature enough to handle the world?
What did I get out of it. I feel horrible for wanting to take back everything thats happened this year...
and what do I get?
False Friends, Angry glares, gossiped about, talked behind my back, yelled at, and forced to choose my friends.
So why can love be so evil? WHY does it hurt so much when you know none of it was true... how can you put a price on love? How can you know it was there to begin with?
why Why WHY is all I can ask myself right now... I can't handle myself... my actions are too horrid to imagion.
I believed...
and for once I thought maybe there was hope because they liked you too.
But things don't work out.. not for me at least. They never do
Just leave me alone... I can't be stretched any further, just leave me to sit and rot.
All the pain I've gone through for others and its over for them in an instant. Why was I ever so concerned with my own problems, I can't help my friends? WHEN did I start to need the help? Why was I blind to everything? Why did you ever thing you deserved me? Why am I worth your time now? Why did things have to end this way? Why does this hurt me so? Why did I let this happen? Why didn't I see this comming? why? Why? WHY?
I can't even put all the damn Why questions down...
but most of all I want to know...
WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME?
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use Love when you actually mean it later in life, but for now stick to i love you mom and dad.
******** all who gossip about you
who ever forces you to choose friends is a cold hearted person who isn't your friend and don't listen to them.
love won't truly hit till we are all older, right now i see it as something you start and it ends sometime later.
Don't fret over things like theses because this is all from my EXP and advice.
Enjoy life with your friends and the people who care for you and stay around them.
Also stop with the leave me to rot stuff you aren't that weak are you? Become Strong Faith and show everyone. Also learn from mistakes.
typing left handed sucks, but it gave me enough time to help you out truthfully.
while what i wrote may not be exact on subject, but its things to think about