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Shot in the chest, and had my heart ripped out.

whats left to wonder for? Do I go after this stolen article?

To give your heart away... it doesn't hurt as bad. But in the end, everything is over... and your left with side effects of your mistake.

I'm cold, and falling into depression once more. Who thought it would happen again? --> I thought I could fit in with the "in crowd" and for what? I am still nothing in his eyes.

I don't know who to trust anymore... my group is falling apart, and people don't understand the sense of betrayal that I awake to. Its not that easy to go and find a whole nother group of people, and put your trust into them. Who do I turn to?

I... I don't want to be around people who think bad about me behind my back, or even in my listining range... I can't stand to have people flare their anger at me.

Even a reject doll deserves to be played with and loved as any other person.
I'm not what everyone appears to see... What ever happened?

I hate asking questions... they never help any.

I think having the doors of communication shut hurt the most though.