This is about the person titled at the top of my page. Daniel hurt me
beyond
belief. It wasn’t by his gaia entry, no it never was. It happened
before that.
I suppose it all goes into the first time I herd all about one of his
arguments about me with blue. I just don’t understand it. If he
honestly felt I was
obsessed over him, he should have told me. Instead he tells blue
horrible
things about me. I guess I always knew, but I try to ignore it or do
bad things to
him. But I know that it was immature, yet I have changed a lot and he
can't
see that. I normally would have broken something of his or I would hit
him, but
not this time No, you see this time I gracefully walk away. However
I did say
I would hurt him, but that’s only if it gets out of hand, and I
don't mean
physically either. I told him thank you instead. And you know, even if
he
doesn't know why I said it, I still felt good. I said it because, he
showed there
are some okay people out there. But he also showed me something I’ve
denied for
years. And that something is, everything that glitters isn’t always
golden. I
know I said I have no other brother but cross. But it’s not true. He
is till
my little bro no matter what. So I will still not say much to him, but
I will
always be there only in silence. Untill he realize, I wont come back
this time
he has to be the one. I know I have wronged my past, but that doesn’t
mean I
don't try to fix my future. I have changed and maybe even matured,
surprisingly even my older brother cross sees it. I also see my younger
sibling changed.
And others agree for the worst. I may agree, but I still say just wait
he will
come to. Even if I rely on false hope, I still think and hope he may
come
around. For I can never completely leave him aloneAfter all, our
lives lie in
each others hands. That's all for now so little calypso is out.
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