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Yknow what all i ever wanted was? To be happy. Thats all, but for some reason it seems like its impossible.I hate, Im extremley depressed, I have no will, Im phisically weak, im a phyco, I have a quick temper, no one I know likes to hang out with me, Im crappy lookin, no one cares about me, I have no one who likes me around, I feel everyone is against me, people like picking on me, I've been bullied, treated like a slave, heart broken over and over, I'm afraid of the dark, my grades are not awsome, Im a geek, Im a happy emo, I'v never been kissed by a real girl, I was never asked to dance at the prom, I ran away from home for a while, my Dad thinks Ill screw up the future buisness, my lil brother is mentally handicp, my mom is a nut case, My dog ran away from me, Iv watch something I like die, my friend who I treated like a bro stole from me betrays me, the person who was my best friend suddenly turned her back on me, Im shunned by everyone, I'v thought of dying many times and I'd like to die. Is it even worth being in so much pain just so I can be happy. Thats all I actually ever wanted. Damn it all to hell. I'd like to scream, but no one would care to ask why.