Let's try to realize what's happening.

Look at yourself, and ask if you like what you're seeing.

Take a look at what you've done, and ask yourself if you're happy with that.

Grab the handle, and open the door.

Whatever room you've painted will be left behind, and tomorrow's walls will be free to cover in any colors you want.

Just be sure not to track in any paint, if that's going to be a problem.

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I'm done trying to make things pretty for you alone.

I'm done doubting myself and those things and people that make me.

I won't regret my decisions, I'll empty the tubes, and reach for more brushes.

Today I get to paint all over the walls of my new room, and I'm willing to make it a masterpiece.

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Merry Christmas
Happy God Damn New Year