well it has happend. my love and i are no longer lovers. we broke up and it has been about three weeks. i thought this would do me good but i only find myself wanting him more. i still love him and its really hard to let go. i'm scared of being alone and now that i am i just want to be held my some one that loves me and some one i feel comfterble with. crying i can't stop crying the tears wont go away. i'm really good at hiding it but when i get home and no one is around i can't seem to stop crying. i feel like i made a mistake but everyone says it will get better over time. i just don't see it going away. i love him so much i woul do anything for him. i just don't know how strong and stable i can be for much longer. crying
my otherside · Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 02:31am · 0 Comments |