Almost three months since we moved in with Robert's grandmother. Her dementia was crazy bad when we first moved in, but with repetition and consistent patterns, she seems to be a little better and easier to manage. Who knows how long we will be here? We have made the basement somewhat of a little studio - missing a toilet, but we just go upstairs for that - trying to make the best with what we got. I have begun to teach myself crochet on my off time. I want to start getting into amigurumi style. It will be a difficult road, but not impossible. Saw my mom for my birthday last weekend. It was really nice.... four years since I saw her last. Living 3300 miles away definitely had it's negatives. Her face is visibly aged, and her stature deteriorated. Mortality really hit me hard that day.. but it was a pleasant day nonetheless.. and with her only 4 hours away, at least I can visit often. I just hate the ******** New England snow.. people are awful drivers. At least I only work 2 minute drive away. My kitty is doing great.. he's adapted it seems. Hated the six day drive it took us to travel from Oregon in a UHAUL. I was starting to get stir crazy in the end. The cat pretty much just sat on Robert's lap the entire drive. They're so ******** adorable IM SO LUCKY!! I feel like I can tackle anything with him next to me. It's crazy.... I never even thought I could have this kind of relationship with anyone ever. Speaking of which, it's really late and I should go put my cold feet on his legs emotion_awesome
Hope all my friends and family are doing alright out there. When you feel alone, know that i'm here.... I like to think that someone else is sending those vibes out to me when I really need them.
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