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Well first things first on my sleepy calender of emo and busy shiz.
Well from other entries its apparent that i'm going through no end of hell. As a recap i'm currently single once again and i was basically wooed and screwed over emotionally by a close friend of mine whether he knows and understands or not.
So now i'm in a tormenting battle with repressing my emotions and dealing with his issues and in most part with the fact he is "tracking" ( trini phrase) one of my close friends, which may i remind all is pretty much a slap to the face considering what had happened. but I'll get into that another day.

Well anyhoo i'm here saddled with a 12 costume deadline for next Sunday which is hell considering that said dude is insisting on taking my only help ( said close friend) on dates when we are supposed to be working together on costumes. which in the end would mean i'll be doing all the work on my own which will piss me to hell off more with him that with her if they do go decide to waste their time on that rather than get actual work done.

So once again he's trying to set me up on dudes which i am not too incliend to do mostly because ever love interest or boy friend i've ever had were all basically people pawning me off on someone they either feel sorry for or want to get rid of ( me being included in either of the two options) so ya i have no reason to beleive after the 5th time it would be any better.

fact of the matter is to me it seems as though he wants to get me out of his hair more than wanting to help me. if he really wanted to help me he would not have taken the actions he did a while ago. and though i am quite nice and pleasant about our liming time the fact still remains that he hurt me more than anyone has ever hurt me before and he has not really compensated for what he done and is also fueling my anger and resentment toward him.

As they say hell hath no wrath to a woman scorned.

Well anyway all that aside onto a more important topic today at the primary school i work at one of our students was kidnapped...
it seemed as though on the main road a little way outside of the school as she came out of a Maxi ( Caribbean mini bus) some men in a white car were waiting and snatched her....its a horrible thing to hear these sort of things happening especially more when its close to home, but right now all we can do is hope and pray she's alright and that she does not end up like may other kidnap victims dead somewhere...