I wish someone read these so I could get advice...^^;
Anyway, I have this childhood friend named Annie. (Well of course that's not her real name but I don't want to use it) When we were younger we use to be so close, best of friends, but when we went to JR we seprated from each other. No one no longer wanted to go to each other's house and yeah we never spoke. Well I suppose that every street is like this, gossip around. To me my street of Carburton is like that of a monrachy.
We have the low class (My family) Middle class (Annie's Familiy) and of course the Queen (Some other family that includes this elder woman). Perhaps I have a harsh view but that is my street. Anyway I don't know why I'm explaining this since it's not even what I wanted to talk about.
Anyway, recently the gossip as come down my way and I heard that Annie is going to be moving away from her family to Oregon, we live in CA. By doing this she no longer has a free ticket to college, a car, everything. Instead she's going to be moving into a guy's house with his family, where she's going to have to work to support herself and attend college.
While I find this to be halfway wrong since there is something about the guy and her father I also admire her greatly for doing this. To be able to get out of the house and move on, is something quite amazing. I really do wish Annie the best of luck, even though I am quite envious. Still, I hope everything will work out for her. I don't want to hear something bad happen to her. Even though we are no longer close as we were once, I love her still like I did before.
But knowing that's she has this courage I can't help but wonder about myself. I am eighteen years old just out of high school yet I have no job and I have to make sure all my college such as FSA has gone though. Instead I find any excuse I can to stay home and hide in my room. I'm so pathelic. I don't understand why I can't get my a** out the door to find a job when the girl I grew up with is strong enough to move out of state. I suppose that's just life.
That's all I can really say, I don't want to end this in a cheezy way like I use to do instead I just want to state my anxiety and get it out of me. It didn't work as I hoped it would. But it did it's best.
 Tennyo Akana · Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 04:58pm · 0 Comments |
