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    I'm 20 and I recently moved out of my mother's house. I feel so proud of myself and just want to let everybody know that I'm happy and you can never take me off my high horse. When I was seven my dad took me away from my mother and married this horrible witch. She treated me so bad. When I was ten I was very smart and understood things most people wouldn't in their whole lives. I understood that life sucks and you can't always get what you want. Not a lot of people are rich and have four computers like me. I happen to have a wealthy family so most of the time I do but still. I understood that and it hurt. When I was 12 I started experimenting with girls. I found that they were fun to be with. I also felt that guys were supposed to be friends and not more. I had my first lesbain love when I was 14. She was amazing. Her name was Mia. I spent day and night at her house. Not on my choice either. It was because my grandfather was in the hospital and I had to for about a month or so. When I was 16 I lost my pride. I was sexually abused by my mother. That made me not have a crush on anyone for years. I trusted no one. Mia shortly left me after that. For a guy. She said we would be together forever. Turned out to be false. I beleived it though because I knew it wasn't true. I knew she wouldn't be with me always. When I turned seventeen I moved out and into my friend Matt's house. He had my friend Chassy as his girlfriend and his bestfriend as the guy I fell in love with and I'm now engaged to. I went out with Matthew several times and Ian once and fell in love. It didn't take long to love him. When I did fall in love with him and after he asked me to marry him, he had to go to war. I'm still waiting for him to come back. I moved out of Matt's and moved in with my mom. I didn't talk to her or anything and then I ended up in a town near Disney in Florida. I love it here. I met a guy named Ryan and he is now my bestfriend. I don't have any feelings for him. I live with him also. That's my story. I still have those "what if's" though.
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