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"..Kallen, you must live..."<br />
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Kallen Stadtfeld (カレン・シュタットフェルト, Karen Shutattoferuto<br />
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My name's Kallen.<br />
It's Kouzuki Kallen. Stadfeld is by no means my real name, and I'm only gonna use it unless I have to. Which even then I don't want to..--! I'm really Japanese. Sure, I have a little Britannian blood but I was born here, in Japan. I love my country and I'll never forgive Britannians for taking both it, and my precious Onii-chan away from me. I swear to destroy Britannia and reclaim my honor as a Japanese citizen, both for me and my Okaa-san. (Mother.)<br />
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I lead a double life using my name Stadtfeld at Ashford Academy, a Britannian school. Oddly enough I've met..some good people there. I even met a weird boy named Lelouch. He's...complicated. Even more when I figured out that Zero, the leader of the Black Knights, was Lelouch himself. Why would Suzaku Kururugi, a Japanese citizen, make himself Honorary Britannian and try to fight against his own people?! I have no idea what's going on. Lelouch is so damn crafty and so damn secretive and so damn arrogant and ugh--<br />
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I have to stick this out to the end and find my OWN answers. And I'll destroy Britannia, just you wait. With the Guren, I'll destroy whoever gets in my way, and I'll protect the people precious to me! Just you wait!<br />
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My real mom, not that lame step-mom that's living with me, is taking Refrain. I think it's pathetic, you know?! Did she forget about Naoto and what happened to him? Apparently..it's only after a raid that I found out Mom was really trying to take care of me..---I'm such an idiot..for her sake, and Naoto's..and even mine, I have to make this world better! We just need...a chance.
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Even if--even if Lelouch..is slowly becoming important as a person to me too...<br />
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Relationships<br />
Thinking about it now, I'm only here because of them..<br />
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Kaname OhgiOhgi's been there since, I dunno forever? When I'm feeling weak he's always there to let me know that's it's gonna be okay. Since Naoto left, he and I are all we've got..He wants to keep Naoto-nii's promise, but..Ohgi, don't lose yourself too, okay? And what's up with that Viletta lady? Ohgi are you seeing her or something?<br />
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C.C.<br />
Ugh. Pizza-Girl. She's..a HUGE pain in the ass. But--she says some smart stuff now and then. But...she keeps teasing me about Lelouch. She thinks there's..'something going on in me about him' I mean really, what the HELL. She's making stuff up, crazy freeloader..I'm jealous though. Lelouch tells her everything...I won't deny that it--it kind of hurts.<br />
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Shirley<br />
Shirley's really sweet...I feel bad that I'm..I'm fighting against her almost. But--even if there are Good Britannians..the majority of them DO enjoy seeing us Japanese suffer....I'm sorry..Shirley.<br />
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Gino Weinberg- Quite possibly the biggest moron I've ever met in my life. Honestly, the way he dangles over everyone is so gross, I mean talk about a clingy guy! Geez, who's the girl now huh? Anyway, he DOES have his moments. I guess, he's a pretty nice guy now and then..e-except when he gives me hugs and stuff. I feel all funny...still, he's a good friend. Even if he IS an idiot.<br />
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Lelouch vi Britannia; ...I don't understand him. He tells me one thing, a lie, but at the same time his eyes are so honest to me--he pisses me off! Start talking normal dammit! I'm not stupid! Don't give me that damn pretty smirk of yours without telling me what I need to know! I-I'm not here to protect YOU I'm trying to protect Zero so don't think I'm worried about you at all because I'm NOT. Really. Really-really. I-I'm not. ..Why do I get the feeling things aren't going to end well? Seriously..is he just using me? I feel like---I don't know. I wonder if I even mean anything to him at all.....Lelouch, what are you doing, dammit?!<br />
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Until I met you, I was only merely plastered with thorns. <br />
I wanted to change this truth. <br />
I seethingly and recklessly acted. But then, I didn’t believe that anything would come out of it. <br />
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When my brother was gone, <br />
I heard the sound of the heavy doors closing behind me. <br />
I cannot allow it. I will fight to the bitter end. I decided that I would not go back. <br />
Then, someday, I would have died like my brother. <br />
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Until the very end, Kouzuki Kallen would not abide by authority. <br />
That bit of willpower I was carrying with me, it slipped away from me, and I can feel it faintly. <br />
At that moment, I envisioned you as the star at the break of dawn, inviting me. <br />
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If I would think that this is for you, my body would feel light. <br />
Whatever struggles there were, the pain would go away. <br />
I would be the first to come rushing to your battlefield, <br />
raging like a lioness, crushing your enemies. <br />
I would stand being muddied so that I could create a path for you. <br />
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Looking back, it's mysterious. <br />
Even though I should have loathed and rebelled against Britannia's tyranny.<br />
Without knowing it, I held personal devotion only for you. <br />
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Lelouch, that parting kiss, <br />
even if it was a lie, if you had said, "I love you," (1)<br />
I would even follow you to hell. <br />
You knew that, didn't you? <br />
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It's not like you. <br />
You're good at manipulating people just by your words. <br />
Really, it's not like you to be kind. <br />
Is that why you told me to 'live on'? <br />
I fell in love with you (2) not just because of that kindness.<br />
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-Kallen's Official Letter to Lelouch, Post Geass.<br />
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