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  • Artist Info: October 2017.<br />
    It's been 5 years since I came to fall in love with an unlikely person.<br />
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    He's loud, relatively uncivilized, aggravating, stinky. Basically, he's what you would expect in a guy who I swear is a cross between a pirate, lumberjack and a wrestler.<br />
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    And yet... I wouldn't want him any other way. He's such a vibrant person, and painfully honest. He has no filter, but knows when there is need to curb his mouth. <br />
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    He's good at hurting feelings - a lot of them mine, and yet... he knows how to fix it. He hates being wrong. He's a metalhead with a penchant for music blaring as loud as possible...<br />
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    He makes my life a never-ending battle, and a never-ending surprise. <3    <br />
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    October 2011. <br />
    My heart was broken by the person whom I thought I would share my life with. You would expect me to grovel, and sure... I did. Heartbreak hurts. So very very much. <br />
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    But instead of holding onto the past and what was, I am moving on to a future that I know will be good. I have met someone who not only loves me unconditionally despite my flaws, but... he also lets me be myself without pushing me down. I feel so loved, and wanted and needed for the first time in my life... and it doesn't hurt... <br />
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    It feels... so wonderful to be able to be happy again.<br />
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    I love you, Ricky. <br />
    You have given radiance and color back to a world that had lost all meaning for me...<br />
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    I now live with the person who makes me very happy!<br />
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    In all the world, I never expected to be as happy as I am today.<br />
    And the reason I am is because of one person in particular who turned my life into something of beauty. <br />
    Her name brings butterflies to me, and I dream of her constantly.<br />
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    October 17th, 2008 was when my life changed.<br />
    I remember calling her, crying -scared, worried, alone- because I thought it would be the last time I would ever get to talk to her. <br />
    And it ripped a chasm in my heart.<br />
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    Before I had met her, I was an anti-social person who didn't want much from anyone.<br />
    And then I stumbled upon her art thread, and began to know the true person who was "Moo". <br />
    No matter what, I found myself drawn to her personality, and how nice she always was, if a little quirky.<br />
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    I was afraid to lose her, clutching on every thought I had for her. <br />
    But then, I wasn't sure what I was feeling for her.<br />
    And then her words spoke through my fear.<br />
    Three little words that felt like they melted my being.<br />
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    "I love you."<br />
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    And then she was gone.<br />
    But my eyes did not shed another tear.<br />
    For some reason, everything felt insanely light, like all my woes were gone,<br />
    And perhaps they really were.<br />
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    The next day, I said those three words back to her.<br />
    So perhaps, it took us two days to be together.<br />
    But the feelings were true enough.<br />
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    Ever since then, we have only grown closer and closer, our love becoming so much more.<br />
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    And now, we are taking the ultimate step...<br />
    She's coming 3000 miles across the country to be with me.<br />
    Am I scared?<br />
    Nervous?<br />
    Terrified?<br />
    Heck yes.<br />
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    But I'm too excited above all else.<br />
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    On October 24th, 2009, we will finally be together.<br />
    And that is something that I can't wait for!<br />
    She is the only person I ever want in my life.<br />
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    And we really are.<br />
    Very very very happy...
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