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    As I look up into that deep sky of true blue...<br />
    I see stars settled in...<br />
    As the sun has previously passed...<br />
    Nothing<br />
    Yet<br />
    Everything...<br />
    Love, Hatred, Greed<br />
    Trickery<br />
    And<br />
    Betrayal<br />
    The two of which I know all to well.<br />
    My past...<br />
    My present...<br />
    And my future...<br />
    So predictable yet...<br />
    Nothing.<br />
    Nothing will happen.<br />
    Not in this life...<br />
    Why?<br />
    Because my flow of time has stopped...<br />
    As I look up again I see,<br />
    That which I am longing to forget...<br />
    Love<br />
    Hate<br />
    Deception<br />
    Death<br />
    Arising<br />
    Killing<br />
    Falling!<br />
    Everything rushed through my head...<br />
    Silently I fall...<br />
    Fall to my knees and cry...<br />
    With no tears<br />
    Thinking back I quickly close my eyes!<br />
    I don't want to remember all of this!<br />
    Never!<br />
    Never will I return...<br />
    I will never be alright...<br />
    The path I lead?<br />
    Hell!<br />
    But...<br />
    I am not scared...<br />
    That is what words say...<br />
    What I as a priestess should say...<br />
    Right?<br />
    No!<br />
    As I myself should say,<br />
    Whats in me...<br />
    My hollow heart<br />
    It still yearns<br />
    It still fears,<br />
    It fears going to hell.<br />
    To doom.<br />
    As I myself would like to cry out...<br />
    I am scared!<br />
    I don't want to die!<br />
    I want to live!<br />
    I want to love!<br />
    I know...<br />
    It is selfish<br />
    For me, myself<br />
    And<br />
    Me the priestess<br />
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    So to avoid wreck<br />
    I shut down myself.<br />
    And focus on the other me.<br />
    The priestess...<br />
    The woman that gave up herself<br />
    For the possession of the village...<br />
    So I breathe in deep and look into the sky...<br />
    I see nothing<br />
    Except the untouchable...<br />
    The thing every human searches for...<br />
    Love...<br />
    Not just any love...<br />
    A love based on<br />
    Trust<br />
    Connection<br />
    Eternity<br />
    A never ceasing bond...<br />
    In the time I was living...<br />
    I thought it was so easy...<br />
    And logically...<br />
    It is...<br />
    But I guess like every other thing in this deceiving world...<br />
    Easier said than done...<br />
    Now I see...<br />
    Anyone who loves someone enough to give themselves,<br />
    So the one they fight for doesn't feel pain...<br />
    Are those who achieve that goal.<br />
    Those who are selfless...<br />
    I cannot achieve what they call<br />
    eternal love...<br />
    because I am not one among the living...<br />
    If I could I would run into his arms...<br />
    If only that easy...<br />
    I have done many things I am not proud of...<br />
    Killing, hating, deceiving,<br />
    And the one most regretted...<br />
    Becoming Cold<br />
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    ~ Poem by chiyomi-uchiha of DeviantArt
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