• November, 16

    Dear Diary, my life is miserable you’ve known me for years you know what I’m talking about. My parents hate me my friends don’t stand up for me. I want to die so badly, but I’m afraid of what God will think if I cower so low as to have to take a cut out. I don’t know what I’m going to do. The only good thing is that tomorrow is Friday and I’ll have the weekend to my self.

    November, 20

    Dear Diary, I’m so sorry I haven’t written in a while, John asked me out on Saturday! We went to the movies and had a blast so much fun. I’ll update you tomorrow.


    November, 21

    Dear Diary, John asked me to be his girlfriend today during our lunch hour. I could barely talk for the rest of the day. I feel so childish around him, just hearing him talk I get light. Hope to have more tomorrow!

    November, 28

    Dear Diary, I hate my dad, he’s so unfair, I just want to be with john and he won’t let me. Why? Because he’s evil, my dad is evil and should die I wish he would just leave so I could be free.
    Any way, my dad caught me and john kissing in my room and now I’m not aloud to go see him anymore. I hurt my self really bad that night I didn’t know what else to do. I left a mess in my room, and when my dad came in to wake me up, he was mad at me again. I don’t care about my dad any more, tonight I’m going to sneak out with john, because I love him.

    November, 29

    Dear Diary, this is the happiest I’ve ever felt. Me and john snuck out to a park down the road and laid together out in the grass. We laid there kissing as he massaged my body. We then dropped our clothes and slept together. God I’m so happy I could scream!

    December, 5

    Dear Diary, Me and John are closer than ever, we love each other and were happy. I just wish my dad would be ok with me being happy. I don’t know how to tell him that I’m not his little girl any more. I don’t have a clue what I should do, maybe John can help me. Laters!

    December, 12

    Dear Diary, Body is swollen and I’m bruised. John and I got into a fight. I don’t know what to do, John’s the only one I’ve ever really loved, and I want to be with him, I’ll update with you later.

    December, 13

    Dear Diary, John bought me flowers today he apologized for everything and told me he loved me. I kissed him and told him I forgave him. I knew I shouldn’t have but I love him right? If I tell my dad he won’t let us be together, I’m sticking with John. We snuck out later that night again.

    December, 20

    Dear Diary, I keep feeling like something’s wrong, like I know something bad is going to happen but I don’t know what. I’ve felt sick to my stomach all night long and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do about it right now. I talked to John and he thinks I’m over reacting.

    December, 24

    Dear Diary, I now know what was wrong, on the day everyone was happy…. found out I was pregnant. I’m pregnant with a baby that has a father whom beat me. I have to get out of this.

    December, 27

    Dear Diary, I talked to john at the park after sneaking out. He tried to force me to change my mind, tried to hit me when I didn’t, and now my back is sore too. He forced me onto the ground, stripped me of my clothes, and when I struggled he pushed me down harder. I couldn’t move. This was the same spot were we first made love. And now he’s raping me at it. He dropped his pants and came into me. Tears streamed down my face as he finished him self off. He told me he loved me, just before running off to his car.
    I was left in the field naked with a baby and unloved. I slipped my clothes on, tears streaming down my face. I walked slowly back to my house and climbed into bed. I don’t know what to do.

    The Next Day

    The next day Hailey was reported dead from massive blood loss from her wrists. The baby was lost as it was only weeks old and no one ever knew about their nights in the park. Hailey’s father after hearing the news of her death, became a drunk quickly, and died a week later when he ran his car down his street at 170 miles/per hour and slammed into his wife as she was backing out. He was killed on impact. She however went to the emergency room and died of internal bleeding and nerve damage the next day. John however finished high school without and difficulty and went on to play foot ball in college; He is living happily married with 4 kids.