• What do i do now... it has been 10 years after my death and i am in this damned world still. Why wont i die, i just wanted to see my love, but he is gone. This is what i get for creating the worst sin, but it for good reason. I roam around to hunt and kill people, i search for power and strenght, but i only get now is darkness that blinds who i really want to be. He still follows me, says he loves me and will protect me for the rest of my life, yeah right. But still he is the only one that loves me, the only one that holds me and brings me to light. They say in every darkness there is a light, but everything can cast a shadow, it makes you angry and have the turst for blood shadows spread the farther the light is. I am satans assasin, here to do his bidding, and he is a angel trying to love me with warmth and kindness. How can i feel this now, why now? My heart belongs to him, but... he is dead. Maybe, just maybe i can listen to what he says. There is a door behind his heart, in which i continue to knock on, and this time, i know he will open mine.