• Right, left, right again. Trying not to forget how to walk, how to breath or how to keep myself up. The cops, holding me so close, as if I would run off. We stop and two cops move away and begin talking to a man, obviously their chief. “blood was every where.” “I cant believe she found them in the morning.” “so it was her father that killed them both?” they’re talking as if im not even here,. Like I have no idea their saying. Glancing down, my fingers still stained red from blood. a lot of blood. Although nothing looks quite the same when you havent had food in 12 hours. doesn’t matter anyway, I couldn’t eat. I cant do anything wit. With tires eyes a tired mind and a tired soul I cant even sleep. every time I close my eyes I see them. Their bodies so lifeless floating in a sea of red. Like angels in fire. I don’t understand why he took them form me. He siad its cuase he loves me, and they didn’t want him around. They loved me when he was never there. Unconditional love, no strings attached. “a father should be near his daughter.” I could remember them talking the night before. “she doesn’t need you right now, where were you when she was growing up?” non sounded so stressed, so worried and yet somehow she sounded glad he was here. “you don’t understand. I could have hurt her to much then. She’s grown up now. I cant do as much.” dad pleaded as if he really needed it. “you can do everything to that girl. She’s fine here. Me and her sister have gotten her this far. And we both want you gone!” mom growling out the word. that’s the last time I heard her say anything. The next morning she was gone. Like she never existed at all.