• I told you

    I didn't want to wake up today.

    You raised one of your eyebrows at me

    wondering why, but I just smiled at you

    I spent all yesterday with you.

    I would have spent it with my brother, but he had school.

    I really wanted to spend it with you though.

    Even though I couldn't hear your voice.

    You took my hand and kissed it

    and then we went to a place we had never gone before.

    Your kisses penetrated my soul

    and your touch captivated my mind

    I couldn't keep my hands off you

    and you couldn't keep your hands off me

    even though you were scared

    I was too.

    Our bodies intertwined and I heard your voice for the first time in years

    You told me you loved me.

    And I whispered it in your ear

    "I love you Ame"

    I cried when I saw your face in the morning

    I knew you wondered why.

    You couldn't go out for the rest of the today,

    and I decided to spend it with you in your bed.

    You were too weak to get out.

    When you fell asleep, I crept out of your room

    I started with your parents

    they couldn't believe what I was doing

    I ended their lives quick and swiftly, just for you

    I made sure everyone died with one shot

    I went back to your bed room

    covered in blood, and kissed you.

    You opened your eyes and smiled at me.

    I told you to stay in bed for a bit longer

    that I'd make you something to eat.

    You nodded, and kissed me again

    it was too dark for you to see the blood on my face

    and I'm not too sure how you didn't smell it.

    I went to wait for Sasuke

    I hurt me so much to do that to him

    I had to weep afterwards

    I didn't want him to hate me

    but he had to.

    He had to...

    I went back to your home,

    and you were sitting on the edge of the bed

    I put my head in your lap and closed my eyes

    as you ran your fingers through my hair.

    I cried.

    and cried

    You kissed my hair and with your broken voice

    you told me that it had to be done.

    And you understood why

    I cried when i saw your face in the morning.

    You lifted my head, and kissed me passionately

    You told me I didn't need to kill you

    because you would do it yourself

    You pushed me away

    and slashed your stomach with a kunai

    I screamed your name

    I watch the crimson red blood

    taint your pure body

    You put a blood stained hand to my face

    and pulled me down.

    You kissed me, and I kissed you back.

    You uttered your last words to me

    I laid by your side and held you until you took your last breath

    I covered you with a sheet and left

    I cried when i woke up this morning

    I died when I left your body there

    I couldn't stand to live without you

    but I had to keep living

    because this was all for Sasuke

    and I wouldn't let your death go to vain

    but I still cried and cried

    I closed myself off to any emotion

    because everything made me think of you

    "I'll do anything for you"

    that too my breath away

    I don't regret anything though

    even though I lost you

    I don't regret anything

    but I still cry when I wake up in the morning

    because I know

    nothing will ever be the same again.