• Why can't you end this, Can't you relieze i'll never come back, never be in your arms again, never smell the sweet scent that is you. Your here now I can see you, though my eyes are shut, I see you looking at me like you always do, with that hurt expression that tugs on my heart, that expression that makes me hurt. I know what I did was wrong, I know, I know, I know! STOP TORMENTING ME. Yes I took the pill, or maybe five or eleven I can't remember, But I was tired, so very tired, Of life no less. I wanted to end it, end the pain that always tortured me!

    But...

    It did not end, it continues right now, The pills did not work, They only made me sleep, If only this sleep would end and I could slip into oblivion, But no, you love me to much, to much to let go, to much to understand that I want to be let go, I love you so much...But we can never be together, never.

    You know that I'm right, when you stare at me I know you see my pain though no one else can, You can see through my skin, and into my soul...I need you to leave now, to start a new life to forget me, I can never be with you.

    Beep...Beep...Beep

    What is that?

    Beep...

    Now foot steps?

    Beep.BEEP.BEEP.BEEP

    Is that a light? I can sence things now...and i open my eyes, for the first time in one year and the first image I see was you, I let out a sigh and then the doctors crowd me and I can breath, feel the air, In, Out, In, Out, Ah air I missed the cool wind that filled my chest and the lights...Oh light how I missed you, there was only darkness and now there was light, And there was you, The doctors were all smiling, All clapping, And there you were, crying, knowing that every day that you came to see me, made me think, made me not do what i wanted to do, Slip into oblivion, Now that was the thing furthest from my mind,

    But...

    Things happen...

    Old wishes come back to haunt you...

    As I was there, Staring into your eyes, Those blue, sparkling beautiful eyes, i slipped, into oblivion, it was not like I imagined, not a rest forever, now that i had seen you again, It was hell, it was horrible the pain my heart endured, To see you and then be gone forever.

    I Had slipped....

    Into oblivion no less...