• “it’s hard to let you go,

    though i know that i must try,

    i feel i’ve been cheated

    coz we never say goodbye..”




    i pretended to be happy even though i felt breaking inside. I tried to fake smiles but gloom was written all over my eyes. It is hard to see someone I used to love moving on with his life while i’m alone, LEFT BEHIND.


    I used to think that he was the one for me. We’re two different people enticed into the magical power of love. Everyday was so wonderful, as if love smiled at us. Everything seemed o be perfect but why did things suddenly do wrong?


    Things changed. He started to ignore me. He never cared. He never listened. i was crying out loud but he was too deaf to hear it . My world crumbled upon seeing things felt apart but he was drifting away into his own world where i was forbidden to go. I was left hanging while he was soaring high not minding me at all.


    i’ve already mastered the trades in the game of love except the ART OF LETTING GO which makes me a neophyte.

    my knees weaken and my heart beats like a crazy tattoo every time we cross each others paths. there’s that look in his soulful eyes, which resolves my defenses, and make me fall all over again. I tried to regain my composure by convincing myself that is over even it deliberately breaks my heart into pieces. Inside, I am hoping that it would still be us again but i know it will just be a shattered illusion.

    LETTING GO means you love the best they say. But how can i let go if loving him is the only thing i’ve wanted..

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