• Part 1 “ It makes up for it all.”

    The captions voice woke me up I couldn’t make out the words, I was to drunk to understand so I just grabbed my I pod of the table and blasted b.o.b. I drifted back into a dream less sleep.
    We landed with a bump waking me up again. I looked around every one else in the jet was asleep witch was all of the 4 people I allowed in my jet, my two body guards were pasted out on the couch, my fake fence was passed out in the chair next to me even in his sleep he looked like a d**h bag I hated him so much but the tabloids liked us together so we stayed together one because I got more ratings and two because it made his no body a** a somebody. The forth person was my best friend/enemy she was one of the 4 girls my fence was cheating with, ya some best friend I have. My real best friend is back in south London were I grew up, her name was Lana she was the one who would listen to me when I needed some one to talk to, she was the one that would take my to Liams soda shop ever Saturday and talk for hours. But when I moved and got into drugs, when I changed she stopped texting me back so I just stopped texting her all together. I hated my life I had a crappie best friend and I hated my so called fence, I was always to stoned or drunk to care.
    Every one else slowly woke up and got ready to leave, I sat still looking out at the dark midnight sky listing to b.o.b’s-Don’t let me fall a single tear ran down my cheek. I felt a hand on my shoulder and with out turning to see who it was I took my ear buds out and heard Alex saying.
    “We’ve landed time to go.”
    Like a zombie I got up put my I pod in my back pocket and pulled on my black drummers jacket over my skin tone baby doll shirt and my dark skinny jeans with my black high heals. Jessie stood up and stretched her arms and smiled at me when she sail me looking at her. I smiled back, sometimes I wondered if she knew I hated her or if she was just acting like she didn’t. I tried to walk but I almost feel and Alex caught me and kissed me on the forehead, he always acted so lovey-dovey, I couldn’t take it I hated him so much! I pulled away watching his smile slide into a frown.
    “What’s wrong sweet heart? Are you ok?” he asked me pulling me into is arms. I wiggled out of his arms and gave him a fake smile,
    “Everything’s fine, I was just trying to get my balance back and I have to go… uh freshen up in the bathroom” I slipped past him and into the bath room fixing my hair and lip stick. I took a lot of deep breaths before I put on my fake smile and walked back out. The door was open and the stairs were being hocked up to the side of the jet, Mark one of my guards went first then Jessie, then me and Alex who had his arm around my waist, then my other guard Travis. I was so tired I rested my head on Alex’s shoulder and he kissed my head wail I pretended not to notice there was a car waiting on the run way our bags were being loaded into the car and Jessie was already in Cris my driver was holding the door open for me wail Alex helped me in. I feel asleep as soon as the car started moving.
    I woke up in Alex’s arms,
    “Hey sleepy head were home!” I looked around and sail that we were walking into our bedroom. Our room was very large with white walls and French doors leading to the boucaney there was a long white dresser on one end with a huge mear over it, and one small dresser on either side with a small circle mear over each one our bed was huge with a steep on it so we could get in, on the left of the bed was the door to the bathroom. He set me on the bed and claimed on next to me. Raping his arms around me.
    “Do you think we should bother changing into out pajamas, or….” He drifted off and started kissing my neck thin moving down wail turning me around to face him. I started to kiss his lips and then it was on. I know this sounds sick and twisted but his sex made up for me hating him. We were one wail we were in bed working to gather, we couldn’t get close enough to each other holding each other tighter and tighter.