• Fourteen. The begining of the real teenage life. You lose friends from your childhood, make new ones that you think you should trust. Meet boys that you regret. Well, welcome to my life.

    "Dude, i made out with Jared." Shianne said quietly, not wanting our friend Sam to hear.

    Shianne was boy crazy, also one of my bestfriends, and Sam is what we know as a douche bag. His bullying is like a girls, talking behind your back

    "Oh well thats a shocker. How was it?" I asked pretending to care
    "He was all over the place-" she started, but i cut her off.
    "Gross. But isnt he moving?" i asked.
    "Yes, to Flordia." she said rolling her eyes.

    I have her a stare as we sat at my kitchen table. My sister walked into the kitchen, sliding on her socks. Eleven year olds. She opened the fridge slowly.

    "What are you looking for?" i asked.

    "Nothing, just bored." she said plainly then walking back upstairs loudly.

    "Alright?" shianne said with a giggle. Her strawberry blonde hair was scrunched and her freckles were really bright in the sunlight.
    i rested my head on my hand weith my elbow on the table.

    "Psh im a ******** loser" i complained.
    "No your not." she said disagreeing

    I swear im bi-polar or just emo or something. i dont really have a steryotype.

    "I havn't even had a first kiss yet." i said.
    "Forget Austin dude, there will be another one." she said
    "I'm obviously not good enough for anyone in this town." i compained. Which was true. People were either taken, douche bags, or too popular. Our town is small population would probebly be three thousand.

    I could still have a flashback to the night i almost kissed Austin. He is the only person ive ever met that is just like me. We were in the back of the bleachers underneath in the bacck of the darkness. i leaned agains the pole and he started to talk about something and the moment got quiet. I looked into his hazel eyes and thought it was the moment he was going to kiss me. After 2 months with dating. Next thing i know my friends brother's friend came running up yelling,"What are you looking at i mjust an airplane!" Boy were we pissed. Austin told me he loved me two weeks after. I believed that. Then the day came, he broke up with me, my first boyfriend because i acted to much like a friend. But were best buds not i guess.

    "Kaysie!, Hello?!" Shianne said waving her hand in my face.
    "Oh sorry, I was staring off." i said blaming it off on my epilepsy.
    "Well lets walk to school brah." she said.
    It was a very long cold walk there. I hate winter with the burning passion.

    "Here we are, Middle School, a.k.a proson with more windows." i said negatively as we approached the old building.
    Shainned rolled her eyes and we walked into the auditiorium.