• █████]: "I used to rule the world, sees it rise when I gave the word, now when the morning I

    sleep alone, sweep the streets I used to own." I loved OneRepublic for that song and lyric,

    and there are times where I felt like I was once a king, I don't know if it actually happened or if

    I ever was a king, but there are times where I see flashes of seeing a balcony with two knights

    holding the curtains open for me and kneeling down just as I pass through to see a cheering

    crowd, hearing their praise, feeling their love and joy; in that moment I couldn't help but to feel

    moved by being in that moment. I know I've said some other things about feeling like a

    bad guy, but it's not that I want to become a bad guy, it's just that I'm capable of becoming

    one on my own. Heh... I actually have an excuse to say that my family is responsible for

    raising me like this, an actual excuse if there came a time where a question may come out

    and I have a whole lotta why(s) and how(s) to back it up. Get raised by a family like mine, you

    can either become a convict or a non-convict, in my shoes that is, I only wished I was

    raised by a scolding mother and father who only wants you to become better. A family that

    beats, yells, etc. I wouldn't want to re-live those terrible moments. I guess if I did became a

    king, they'd feel like the way they raised me was okay, but, if I became the most horrifying

    villain and get backstabbed during an act of kindness, I kinda wonderif they'd regret every

    moment of them punishing me. I've become so kind hearted that I wouldn't want to do any of

    that, I'd rather replace myself, pluck my younger self, putting myself in a cold sleep, living in

    the past, pretendto die once to avoid any questions of why I don't age, cover my tracks and

    live another life till the day I sent myself back in time and continue to live as if nothing has

    changed, even though it did. Yeah, sounds like a more passive solution to showing them the

    monster they've made. A king with a horrifying past, A king who slaughtered hisown family

    and becoming the only survivor, hiding the truth about their deaths and blaming a monster

    with no name. That's how conspiracies start, people would want to know about someone's

    past, they'll even blackmail but get nothingbut a cold blade between their spine. I don't see

    that kind of king whenever I get those flashes. Not a single thoughtrose and those shout of

    praise and joy wouldn't belong to a king with a dark past. I don't see myself like that, I see a

    true king who has no skeletons in his closet, I see a king with no acts of cruelty or slaughter, I

    see a king who would never hide any dark secrets against his family or his people. I see a

    king who once ruled the world.


    Great, now I'm talking too much, guess I'm starting to change a lot more than I originally

    thought when I volunteered to join this project. Well change is good as they say, for better or

    for worse, change slowly reveal things we don't see on the spot. I've heard rumors that

    they've been trying to get more test subjects, but, most of those test subjects either

    died or became mentally broken and then choking themselves in their sleep, I was and will

    only be the one who's a success, maybe sooner or later they'll stop the project, maybe,

    they're not so keen on thinking morally, science require sacrifice and only if the doctors give

    up, then that's when I'm written down as the only one to have passingcolors. Maybe they're

    right or maybe they're wrong. But for whatever reason it is, I'm so glad I got a chance to talk

    to you. Try as you might, trying to find out what this company is really capable of doing won't

    make them stop. They've got deep pockets and whoever is puplling the strings, they won't

    stop doing what they want to do. Why I know this? Because I know almost all of them.