• friends of the present may not be the ones from the past and may not be meant to make it to your future of course we can hope but they dont always make it to that time some betray you when you thought they were your best friend ever then you get stabbed in the back life isnt a fairy tale even if we wish it was i wish it was fairytales always have happy endings but in my lifes story it only ends in disasters i keep loseing everything i love but sometimes i gain love but i lose it..it just slips away from my hands and then the pain overwhelms me but i suck it up and move on with life..people say im dark and wierd and distant sometimes but only because i dont want to lose what i love sure i open up to some but not to all because i get hurt..ive become more open over the years but i still get hurt i guess its just life....