• I cant actually remember what i worte here
    but to me what i wrote here are all lies.
    lies that i dont want to remember.
    having courage to post this
    isn't good, it just brings disaster.

    i shouldn't have wrote it.
    and why am i being sorry for this.
    nobody pushed me to write it
    i just wrote it out of nowhere.
    thinking it would be good?
    its insane! im insane!

    i never really understand
    the poem i wrote before
    but they understand it

    i dont want to remember anymore
    but thats just to beautitful
    for me to forget,
    i'm confused.