• A few months ago i must have belived i was the haapiest guy in the world! I am a complete geek! i like anime and comic book shops and all that stuff, but, some how i managed to get the most beautiful, the most inteligent, the cutest girl i've ever seen! we were going out for a year and a half, a great relationship mostly, sometimes not so great because of her friends, who hate me for some reason... but here's were it get's sad...

    around may of 2008 we realy started to get along! we were alway's huging and cudeling and laughing, I was so happy with her... i loved her so much... one day i saw her, she was acting strang, quiet, and as a good boyfriend i wondered what was wrong a asked her, she said she was fine and i belived her. later that day i was talking with a small group of my friends and she walked up to me, the moment i saw the frown on her face as she walked up to me was when i relised it was over. i stood there telling muself to run and hide from it... but i gusse all that love wouldn't let me leave her... i gusse my body just wouldn't go with the concept of leaving such a perfect women.

    she walked up to me and said 'we have to talk..." and this is were my heart stop beating "things just aren't working out right no... i dont think we should see each other anymore" at this point i felt like tearing out my heart and dying right there and then uttering the words "maybe in the next life..." but insted I put on the hardest fake smile of my life and said "...thats fine..." she walked off and i just sat down on a beach crying my eyes out on the inside, but pretending i found my friends rubish joke funny on the outside.

    a couple of days later we were just friends, well she was just friends with me. i had found out she was moving away and the first thing i said to my self was "i should go after her" but insted I got her friends together and got a stupid party organised for her.

    half way through the party night there was only about 3 of us left and we were all a bit tipsy. we were all lying in a bed a watching some stupid movie...

    to be continued...