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• Artist: ImaWHOARx3
• Description: **this is non-fiction.**
  
  The line "Just as my mother used to do" is a figure of speech.
  
  Its a figure of speech because my mom lied to me for most of my life. And she still is.
  
  She said I was a mistake.... Like I shouldn't have been born.
  
  
  The reason of my birth was for get to get away from HER family. She got with my dad just for that reason. Since her Childhood was SO ******** SHITTY; She wants to ruin mine...
  
  
  And she has.
  Good job, you b*****d.
  
  
  x
• Date: 12/23/2008
• Tags: lies

Kill me now so that I ruin no one else's life.
Kill me now and make sure that when I'm dead; I can't come back.
Kill me now to let me know that you honestly don't give a ********.
Kill me now to say ******** you in the calmest manner.
Kill me now so that I won't ruin your chances.
Kill me now and laugh at me as I draw my last breath.

Kill me now. Mutilate me. Spit on my rotting flesh.


Piss down my back and tell me its raining.

Just as my mother used to do.

Comments

[Yasha Ninja]

I truly know where you're coming from and the easy solution is to run away. But what can help you build yourself up in character is to ignore her bullshit and move on. If she wants to be a b***h then let her be a b***h. It will only ruin her when you never come back to see heron ce you move out of her place...unless you have already left. And if so, then don't go back to the torture. Instead, avoid it.

[abby712]

Oh man dont take this to offenise but your mom is a bit of a bith figure of speech or not thats just wrong dont let her ruin ur life its gonna get better and if it doesnt run and hide find a new home live with another relitive

[Lady Hel]

Now that's some s**t. i really hope you don't think that, if she pushes it on you and tries to make it someone else's fault, she has crap to deal with herself! and as for her trying to run or ruin your life with her crap it doesn't matter what she needs you to be, you will always be who you are and are always going to be, if you put too much stock in what she wants you to be, you will never know who you really are. don't live this one life for someone else.

[Lord Kaiman]

yo man i feel the same way. i hope you know it's your life you can forget that s**t. life just don't repeat it cause history repeats it self. i try as i might not to do as my parents do sometime they are stupid, only you can change it beside they will die before you i know i was a mistake but i will never let my kid live a life like mine because i am better and you should know that to

[darkfiregoddess]

awww *hugs*....im sorry....

[SaphireWhiteWolf]

wow. well i have a feeling that you dont want other peoples sympathy so i wont give you any. (although if u feel otherwise pm me and yell at me as much as u want) so i'll say this: just live through it and once ur 18 and have a car you can move across the country and live your life like you want to live it. but then again I dont think my advice is all that great soo...do whatever you feel like doing

[retardasauras]

I'm sorry ; ;
I really wish I could do something about it