• I stayed at my mom's this weekend. I'm just so tired of being at home. All the passive aggressive innuendos and mutterings of my roommate are starting to really get to me. Not to mention I just found out she still talks to my ex who's left the state by now, who used to be my best friend.

    So here I sit again, online with nothing to do and really nobody to talk to, and I'm lonely again. And the last place I want to be is at home. You see, if I leave here, the guild, the website, then any chances of dousing that flame of loneliness will be gone, and I'll sit in my room and pet my cat and fall asleep in my own arms and wake up feeling like I got hit by a truck.

    Sorry, I'm just bored, and so my mind is wandering, and I can't write poetry atm, and I can't draw for s**t, and I want to sleep but I can't, and I want to go home, but I don't, and idk what I'm supposed to do about it.

    Feedback's not necessary. I don't need any comforting words, because they only make things worse. I guess I just want to know that someone sees this. Someone other than me knows what I'm thinking for a change.

    I guess that's all.