• my name is taylor i live in WA. i am a good kid and i feel bad when i do bad! i am never in trobble and stay away from bad people! my life was all good untill i came to the end of the road.
    it all started on a warm sunny summer day in 2007 i found out my grandpa is alive! i was so happy i almost could not breath! but the down fall was he had lung cance, not from smoking it just runs in my family for the males.
    it was all good but then it hit.. he dosn't have long to live. i was so sad i have only known him for 3-4 months and he had already only a week tops to live!
    i want to see him befor he died but my dad would not let me for he would not know who i was. that made me cry. and one morning i got a call from dad saying he passed away and he is dead now! and on top of that it was a school day! i was crying my eyes out and when it came time for school i was late and all messy looking! my best bud asked what was the matter i said don't talk to me in a mean voice and that was wrong then later on i tell her!
    after that my life was ok it was like he never came into my like though. a wile later my mom and her husban (aka my evil step father) brake up! YES but this is realy hard becuse he had the money we didn't! then a week later my mom brings in a new guy! this one is nice, shy and sweet from what i can tell so far! but little do i know that he is a army green beray dude thingy! (i don't know much about the army)and on top of that bi-poler! so yay sounds like a fun time right! wrong! he was not all bad! i liked him and he was nice but when he picked on my he just didn't know when to stop and most of the time it would end in tears for me that is!
    it's 2008 now! yay! or is it a yay?? NO! its not so good for me!
    my sisters oh how i loved them but i never realy know how much i loved them untill the incident! my dad had a wife and they lived each other but on my birthday april 15 2008 my dad tells me they are getting a devorse! oh no! me and my two sistes cryed and tryed to get them to gether but nothing worked!
    then my dad moved out and could only see then once a week ion the weekends! a month or two oh i don't know later something bad happens! we are having a good day seting off fire works for the 4th of july when my sister tossed a coin in the pond and said out loud i wish we could be a family once more! i cryed almost! the next day i get news that we are never to see my two sisters ever!
    i think how what why! yes thats it the mother of my sisters put a resting order on us for no reason! i guess she just don't like us! i have not seen them sence!
    and get this i have to move! not to a new city, not 1 or 2 states away but on the other side of the coast due to my moms husband the srmy dude needing to work down there! so i have to move with them down to NC! it's far away and i don't know anyone!
    i just don't get it, after all i did i was nice i was everything you could ask for but now i am just a mess! my mom jst a few weeks ago forgot about me and left for diiner with the family! she said i am the gait little one! or may be it's just her C.R.S (can't remeber s**t).
    i don't know but this is the way this are ment to be so i will have to live with it! i have thought of one thing though,"if god was real way did he pick such a good girl to do all the bad things to do to" and that is way i am a atheist now. i do not belive in god for if he was real he would help me!