• I am not your average girl and this is not your average teen age love story.

    I was in love twice in life. My first love Brad was such an awesome guy he could make anyone laugh and he was a jokester. Though as time goes on in life we realize that we do not know how much time we have on earth and how things that are here today can be gone in a flash tomorrow. But the speck of hope to help us cope is knowing that there is a better place for the ones we love and knowing that they watch over us everyday & night.

    My second love was Eric was the tough guy always doing dangerous and ridiculous stuff, that would either get him in trouble or hurt. He always loved to bully people around but if you gave him a chance you would see that it was his way of making friends or whipping some wimps in reality into shape. I think that is one of the reasons I fell in love with him. I was one of the wimps that he always chose to pick up over his shoulders and put into big garbage cans or toss into a pile of snow.

    Memories like that do not leave you and this is not your average teen age story because the two love of my life's never left me, they were tragically taken away in a car accidents.

    Brad past away seven years ago when his friend had stole the keys to his mothers car to drive down to their friends house a couple blocks away. It was late at night and the weather clear. While Brad and his friend were on their way down to their friends house they had to make a sharp turn in which Brads friend had lost control of the wheel and the car had went head on through the front porch of someones house. The paramedics show up later after crowds of people gather at the scenes of the accident. The paramedics claimed Brad died instantly sustaining head injuries from the accident but his friend made it to the hospital but passed away from eternal Bleeding.

    Eric is the lucky one who survived three years ago, His friends were all driving down an icy snake road late at night going over 50 mph and his friend lost control of the wheel a girl who had just got her license the car totalled out a phone pole and everyone walked out the car with out a scratch except Eric the scars on his skin are token reminders of the night mare. The Doctors claim him to be a walking miracle because he was bleeding eternally and had sustained numerous injuries that could make it hard for him to remember things and/or people. They said he would never walk again, talk again and possibly even see again. He was in a coma for four months and had been in rehabilitation for a year to learn how to walk and grasp things all over again. But he has come a long way, but even coming along way with a miracle such as living, talking, seeing, walking and remember some things the accident took away who he truly was and his mentality level is of a child.

    Why did I shared these two stories? Because even though fast cars are nice, it's not cool when somebody gets hurt or worse dies. People are not always in control of the car sometimes cars just spin out of control because of weather or distractions.

    So, if someone has actually taken the time to read my story I hope that if you are a fast driver or with someone who is, that you remember the ones you leave behind that never get over the pain or the love of their life they lost the day the car was out of control.