• It makes me sad when i look back and see him.He says not to cry but how can i not.I loved the one who would make me laugh.Now it is nothing but a mere dream of him coming back.He made me shy and now I'm i not.I use to were my hair down but now that he is gone I put it up.I used to stay outside and now all i do is play one the computer.I wouldn't swim now that is all i do with my friends.I used to go to sleep at 12 now i stay up till 6.As u can see i am not the same person i was 7 months ago.