• Dear ______,

    It's been 1 whole year after that accident, but I still never forgot you. I wonder why...My memories of the accident seemed like it just happened yesterday. Did you know that I really loved you?, so why did you have to leave me? crying I want to hate you for leaving me, for making me feel so safe, so happy, and you protected me from all harm possible. Do you know why I want to hate you?, it's because it's like by leaving me, you throw everything away...
    I needed you and wanted you in my life, so why did you go? I'm so tired of people leaving me, and I thought you would stay with me forever. I feel so alone. I try to forget you, but I can't move on. I know you died from the plane crash incident...It was all my fault for letting you go, for telling you goodbye...I never thought that the accident would happen, and if I had known earlier, then I wouldn't have let you go. The plane crashed in an ocean they said, and that there were no possible survivors...I lost all my hope.I wish the plane didn't crash, I wish that you didn't die, and I wish that this was all just a bad dream, but it's not...this is reality. Our memories of you and I together leave me close to DEAD. For the first week after your death, I wouldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't smile.Whenever I look at our pictures together, it makes me feel that even for just a little while, you are with me, but you are dead, dead and gone, gone from my life, and gone from this world. Because of you, my heart is now shattered, broken in pieces. Right now, while writing this, I think of you and cry. I'm sorry that I'm so weak. I don't know why I can't forget you, maybe it's because I still lov you, and no matter how hard I try, and no matter what, I will never forget you... emo

    Sincerely,

    Cristine Marcella sad